don't you feel sick?

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I'm feeling almost empity...anyway...
I hate waking up early on rainning days, but I [do] have to work.

I don't know why I'm writing in English, maybe to pratice a little, or maybe, this way I have the ilusion that no one can read it.
I feel like sleeping...a lot.

[i do hate the fact that i'm not feeling in love (with life) anymore] Aren't you the one that always said "life is easy "? ...I think that was my twin sister. she is dead by the way.

anyway...all the things can change....can't they? --- can you?

---> And If I were you I would try to smile a little bit.